uncertainty

weird incident from yesterday:
while on the way to a conprobe (yes,on a sunday!!!) my mom told me:
"ton, maghanap ka na kaya ng ibang trabaho.."
so i was surprised to hear this from her, and i was on my way out already so i told her...
"sabi mo yan ah.."

after my conprobe, we small-talked:
"sabi ng daddy mo, bakit ganyan yung trabaho mo, pati saturday and sunday..."

i was worried cause my dad never commented about my work, my school, they have always been so supportive to what i want to do, but for him to comment something like this. it might be wrong. im just guessing though, i have not talked with them about this pa. the funny thing is that i have been thinking about this all along na din... a weird coincident maybe. its also funny when my parents say stuff, like they told me to accept na GASSO's offer, i did because i know they will support me. ayaw ko lang marinig ang "i told you so" or something like that. i dont want to be blamed for things that i am uncertain for. well, it may sound na all along i am dictated pala, i just need them to say things i cannot say myself, pero these things are yung mga totoong gusto o naisip ko. in times of uncertainty, i always ask for people's advice. but now, i really dont know. whoah, thats uncertain.

i dont want to discuss this pa naman, becuase it might be an impulse lang naman, or baka seasonal lang. i dont know. this is my first job, so i am just experiencing new things pa lang naman.