semi-crisis

this is one of the few moments when i get anxious about my future not in my life per se- cause im done with that. its all about work - whenever i think what will happen in the near future like next week, next few months, na-ppraning ako. it will be only just the two of us, as of now our hands are full of things to do.

so you might wonder why do i have the time to blog pa? well, kasi im still waiting for the respondents to arrive. for today, i have 3 groups, on wednesday i also have 3 groups.. on thursday and friday i have one on one interviews and on top of that i need to make presentation on thursday plus transcription in a flash for all these.

buti na nga lang ena is still here pa - last week. and everythnig will be left na to us. i hope i can handle things well. i know it will be hard for me the next few months but im optimistic naman that i'll survive this semi-crisis we are facing.
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my mom asked me when should we have dinner on her birthday - thursday talaga ang birthday niya, oct. 27 - ang sagot ko - "di ko alam eh." this is the time when i feel really sad about what i am doing. i need to sacrifice family time for work, and that's dinner ah. oh well, i wonder when will this stop?

another funny incident.. last saturday, i was having a quiet brunch all by myself when "manang" - our pakealamerang manang but in a good way though.. approached me and said.. "na-mimiss na kita, di kita nakikita sa umaga, di pa kita nakikita sa gabi" - i should feel weird. why should she miss me? if they feel that, how about my own family? parents? siblings? i think everyone goes to this stage.