me = organizer/alalay
sometimes i do get the feeling that i am a "dakilang alalay", to my friends, cousins, family.. etc! lets not term it that way, not actually alalay but "organizer", "tiga follow-up" at "tiga-ayos ng lahat ng bagay" especially when people cant handle it anymore. actually, i dont dread or hate that feeling and what im doing though. i do like that, i like being in control of things and being on top of certian situations.
some situations as example:
1. whenever our college "12" barkada would have dinner, it is usually becuase of me - my initiative. or people would ask me to arrange something.
(uy birthday ni "*&%$#" meet tayo, ayusin mo)
(uy ayos ka ng dinner, sayo lang naman susunod yan eh)
- i guess that is why they placed me "on the top of the heirarchy"
2. my high school friends
(B texted me to arrange something for dinner and invite our ibang barkada, nung ayos na ang lahat, he texted me nung afternoon na wag na lang daw since he had so many things to do - which is a palusot kasi nahuli ko sya, i knew him too well, he was just waiting for a call dun sa nililigawan niya - i was irritated at him) i did understand the real reasons but i thought it was just so inconsiderate. after all it was him who asked me to do such a thing.
3. family
a. i remember it was my cousins 18th birthday, his "ahya = kuya" was suppose to plan something for her, "mala-surprise".. her birthday was on the 20th, and nung 18th tinawagan ako ng kuya niya to ask for help.. sabi ko "okay, ano magagwa ko.. ano na ba status, ano na nangyari, sino na nakusap mo?" - and his answer was "wala". all he had was the intention to throw a surprise party.
b. mooncake festival. last year the whole clan played dice, of course we planned it (ahya ichi and achi mich) included. it was fun buying stuff and preparing for the day itself.. for this year, one of my cousins was suppose to plan, and my aunt told him na din, na he should do it, kasi he was the big winner last year, eh walang nangyayari.. my cousins really wanted to play though, so one of my uncle said, "si ton na lang gumawa, busy kasi si P eh." - as if hindi ako busy???
dont get me wrong here, im not furious for doing all these things... sometimes i really wonder if life was really meant to be this way?! that there is such a person like me who does this...
some situations as example:
1. whenever our college "12" barkada would have dinner, it is usually becuase of me - my initiative. or people would ask me to arrange something.
(uy birthday ni "*&%$#" meet tayo, ayusin mo)
(uy ayos ka ng dinner, sayo lang naman susunod yan eh)
- i guess that is why they placed me "on the top of the heirarchy"
2. my high school friends
(B texted me to arrange something for dinner and invite our ibang barkada, nung ayos na ang lahat, he texted me nung afternoon na wag na lang daw since he had so many things to do - which is a palusot kasi nahuli ko sya, i knew him too well, he was just waiting for a call dun sa nililigawan niya - i was irritated at him) i did understand the real reasons but i thought it was just so inconsiderate. after all it was him who asked me to do such a thing.
3. family
a. i remember it was my cousins 18th birthday, his "ahya = kuya" was suppose to plan something for her, "mala-surprise".. her birthday was on the 20th, and nung 18th tinawagan ako ng kuya niya to ask for help.. sabi ko "okay, ano magagwa ko.. ano na ba status, ano na nangyari, sino na nakusap mo?" - and his answer was "wala". all he had was the intention to throw a surprise party.
b. mooncake festival. last year the whole clan played dice, of course we planned it (ahya ichi and achi mich) included. it was fun buying stuff and preparing for the day itself.. for this year, one of my cousins was suppose to plan, and my aunt told him na din, na he should do it, kasi he was the big winner last year, eh walang nangyayari.. my cousins really wanted to play though, so one of my uncle said, "si ton na lang gumawa, busy kasi si P eh." - as if hindi ako busy???
dont get me wrong here, im not furious for doing all these things... sometimes i really wonder if life was really meant to be this way?! that there is such a person like me who does this...
posted by anton at Wednesday, October 05, 2005
2 Comments:
ton, ganyan talaga yan, I think they think we don't get harrased or pressured or stressed when we do these things kaya palagi na lang itotoka ang mga ganyan, with our barkada its the same ako pa rin dapat ang magayos .. solution say no na lang when you really don't feel like it. ;)
oh yea. ive accepted this of some sort. hehe.
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