ho-hum!!!

i long to see that face
something warm, familiar and pretty
i long to breathe the same air
that unite's, uplife's and rejuvenate's my soul

it may seem that everything is in order
but i am not
a dysfunctional system
with only distant memories

life is a miserable joke
once there, looking for another
life is a wandering soul
looking for a place that one's call home

i am neither happy nor sad
i guess im trying to ignore and block it away
i am neither strong nor weak
i guess i just grew up a little too soon.