books bleh bleh
i just finished reading 11 minutes by paolo coelho. actually parang puro reflections yun nasa story na ito eh, and bilib ako kay maria... when you are suddenly pushed through the limit, you can either go on or get out.. at siya parating fight, fight, fight.. she learned a lot, but she tried to hide a lot of things, things that deep down she really wanted. the ending was typical parang ang dami niyang pretentions kasi, minsan nakaka-inis na. pero at the end, she still had what she wanted!
---> this book made me think! not because of anything else, but just made me think all about the lessons one can pick up, suddenly i found myself afraid of what the future may bring. natakot na ako, na-praning na ako... hindi nga ako makatulog kagabi...
what was i afraid of ba? -- death, it can come anytime and without me even being prepared. and i never wanted to be in that situation, eh ngayon pa nga lang, im well prepared for my work and stuff, i never am unprepared. maybe i should be prepared in order for me to not be afraid na din. hay!!! but my best defensive strategy for that is to block it all and dont think about it na lang.
but today got me thinking na dapat ata iniisip ko na to, and i should be prepared for whatever it is that will come my way. as malu said nga na souls that are not at peace wonder and they are stuck here with missions to complete. currently, i dont think im at peace nga cause of my situtaion with my mom, we havent spoken for about 2 months na ata... eh pano kung mamatay ako, eh di wandering soul din ako. ayaw ko nga nun! bahala na.
adeline yen mah's falling leaves is a must read. kung mahilig ka sa mga may history and personal stories that goes with it. it is basically about a memoir of an unwanted chinese daughter.. punyeta! dito sa book na 'to, i just cant imagine how people can be so cruel, i can expect other people but kung kapatid mo? thats a different story. (sorry, eto yung twist ng story) i feel blessed nga na the era i was born in is not so complicated as theirs, pero malay ko nga ba talaga diba?!
it basically ended on a positive note, after all those years of struggle and finding out what is her status na talaga with her family... at least it came to a point na she found the answers to her one and only question...
maybe i should stop thinking about books that i read..
---> this book made me think! not because of anything else, but just made me think all about the lessons one can pick up, suddenly i found myself afraid of what the future may bring. natakot na ako, na-praning na ako... hindi nga ako makatulog kagabi...
what was i afraid of ba? -- death, it can come anytime and without me even being prepared. and i never wanted to be in that situation, eh ngayon pa nga lang, im well prepared for my work and stuff, i never am unprepared. maybe i should be prepared in order for me to not be afraid na din. hay!!! but my best defensive strategy for that is to block it all and dont think about it na lang.
but today got me thinking na dapat ata iniisip ko na to, and i should be prepared for whatever it is that will come my way. as malu said nga na souls that are not at peace wonder and they are stuck here with missions to complete. currently, i dont think im at peace nga cause of my situtaion with my mom, we havent spoken for about 2 months na ata... eh pano kung mamatay ako, eh di wandering soul din ako. ayaw ko nga nun! bahala na.
adeline yen mah's falling leaves is a must read. kung mahilig ka sa mga may history and personal stories that goes with it. it is basically about a memoir of an unwanted chinese daughter.. punyeta! dito sa book na 'to, i just cant imagine how people can be so cruel, i can expect other people but kung kapatid mo? thats a different story. (sorry, eto yung twist ng story) i feel blessed nga na the era i was born in is not so complicated as theirs, pero malay ko nga ba talaga diba?!
it basically ended on a positive note, after all those years of struggle and finding out what is her status na talaga with her family... at least it came to a point na she found the answers to her one and only question...
maybe i should stop thinking about books that i read..
posted by anton at Thursday, August 18, 2005
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