the point where i dont know whats up?!

friday afternoon - i hitched with my cousin on the way home, since i was early, i dropped by G4, to look at some things and if ever i could go and shop. well, its easy to shop anyway. i went to people are people, and bought new shirt. its been a while since i was able to but new clothes, so i really think that i deserve to buy stuff. i also went to bibliarch and saw this carl craft stuff which chicho(my lil brother) liked. - so i bought it and gave it to him as my pasalubong. i also bought my supply of greens and other stuffs to.

saturday lunch - marc was treating because it was his birthday. we ate a tchili's in tomas morato.everyone was late and it made us eat the nacho's (all of it) with refill. i was so full by the time they arrived that i could hardly eat. but then again i need to cause it was just plainly irresistible. i was with jeff,jac,kat,les,marc and colin. it was a lot of fun to meet them all again. hehehe! :)

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well, my weekend has been kinda crazy. i got a fight with my mom. i feel its a different thing now. i feel that i need to do it on my own without really involving anyone. well, the truth is i feel like i want to get out and live on my own, have an apartment or share a condo...

but that got me into thinking what i would have to give or what i need to do.
- i need a second job or a higher pay - coz financially i cannot handle it.
- i need to know how to cook, wash my clothes, linisin yung place, mag-plantsa and stuff which i can imagine doing with this desparation that i have.
- i would miss my siblings, sharing a laugh with them, ordering food, etc...

but guess what, i've though of a way to get out...
- applying for a job abroad.. that seems feasible..

we'll see...